Questionnaires for Self-Typing

17 Questions

1. What’s your biggest fear? Driving on the highway I know it sounds wild, but I think it comes from a lack of control and trust how can all the cars be in the right spot at all times to avoid wrecks and traffic jams. 
2. What’s your biggest desire? "Understanding" I have huge passion about understanding and being part of the world. 
3. What are you ‘’the best’’ at? Giving advice and counsel. many individuals have told me that I am approachable, and that I'm gifted at making good conversation that seems beyond small talk.    
4. How do you see yourself right now? a broken leader. I feel like a mess and that I'm not living of up to my potential, I find myself in situations where people can't count on me as they could have in the past (IDK if it is in my head or not.) I have been focusing a lot on my discipline and agency. Finding my best self to provide for the community. I think this is the driving force as to finding my type.
5. How do you feel about those near you (family, friends)? I love my siblings and friends. I check in on them often, but I struggle with my parents I feel as though they could have been better mentors for me. I feel like I've learned a lot on my own.
6. How do you feel about strangers? useful! they can be very informative and or teachable if you can reason with them. A+ if they are dependable.
7. How do you view change/uncertainty? Hell Hound. I have to know the reasons
8. How do you make decisions? I do know in group setting "collaboration" definitely comes to mind. It is nice to assess and share our talents with one another to gain perspective.  
9. How do you solve logical problems? I believe everything has a function. If all variables are executing their role than anything can be accomplished. if something is wrong or out of place, I like to question "how can I best support that item or individual to be or use its function." A fence can only be fence if all the posts are posts and so on.... 
10. How do you deal with your emotions? I need a lot of time to process them, I like to be alone in thought at first. I tend to smoke a lot of hookahs or go for walks when I'm deep in emotions and then it helps to have one on one conversations and hash things out. it's nice to have other perspectives after you run through the gambit of thought on your own.
11. What drives you in life? What do you look for? Life is rough and it is an admirable challenge to make it enjoyable and profitable for us and others. I look for loyalty, honesty, autonomy, and networking. 
12. What do you hope to accomplish in your life? I want to become an individual where I can help others find their best potential. I have many thoughts on becoming a life coach. 
13. What do you hope to avoid doing or being? What values are important to you? diligence, wisdom, pragmatism and honesty are some core values I love. I also hate being needy, because I think we have bigger issues to solve. for example, when people ask me how I want my coffee I respond with "In a cup." I also have a fear of being used or taken advantage of. don't use me for your own motives just because I can get stuff done.  
14. How do you want others to see you? How do you see yourself? I want people to see me as dependable. I want to be held accountable and succeed at doing it. 
15. Describe how you experience each of: a) Anger; b) Shame; c) Anxiety (A. Anger) I get very angry when people are not thinking of others; for example, people holding up lines or create more work for others. I also get angry when I ponder my up bringing, I feel as though many of my mentors I've looked up to have let me down and used me. (B. Shame) Shame=failure and it can be very nasty. I'm just a dusty pig bitch at the end of the day. "Put me in coach, let me redeem myself!" ( C. Anxiety) Anxiety sets in when I'm overwhelmed and burnt out. I need to remind myself that you can't pour from an empty cup.  

26 Questions

1. Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it? I grew up catholic which has helped me with not being so aggressive and it has pacified my ambitions. I have a hard time expressing anger at times and taking what is mine, because it was frowned on. I see myself as more of a thinker when I disengage from the faith and focus more on God himself. School was very easy at first but got fairly challenging later on. I have dyslexia and was put in after school tutoring as a quick fix solution. I was held back in 4th grade and quickly became friends with the nerds and antagonized their bullies mellowing out the class dynamics. I than gave up on the education system becoming a class clown and seeing the bigger picture in life at a very young age. father was in the hospital a lot doing my childhood and I try to have grace that he wasn't able to be there for me at times. I started working at the age of 15 and saved a lot of money and bought a cheap house at the age of 23 I was very proud of myself, but I ended up getting bored and lost in the next step in life. I started to drink all my money away and fucked off my integrity. I'm still guilty to this day that I fell in that trap. I think that's why I have issues with my mentors and the people I looked up to. I didn't get much advice when I asked for help and felt as though I learned a lot the hard way.       
2. What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not? I really enjoy my job I'm a shift lead at Starbucks. I love teaching and managing my team. I stand up for them a lot and I've been told by my higher ups that I challenge the status quo a little too much. I find myself being used rather than being moved up the ladder, this plays into question 1. I tend to do what is best for the team and not the best for myself.  
3. If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed? I would feel refreshed because I've been lacking a lot of selfcare lately. I really enjoy being a round people and networking so I would hate for it to be a habit, but for a weekend that sounds nice.  
4. What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities? I love to go out for walks and hikes, and I prefer to do it with friends. I'm good at sports but don't care for them very much. My biggest passions are strategy games and TCGs. I love a good cerebral pump with friends!
5. How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
6. Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be? I think I'm great at leadership. my bread-and-butter approach is "service is reciprocal." Leaders eat last and you have to approach people for who they are rather than how you want them to be. Once you have earned their favor you can mold them to who you want them to be. I enjoy transparency, I encourage critical thinking and I coach decision making. If I were to fall, I want everyone to know their roles without me. leadership is not a person but rather a vision that many can carry. 
7. Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity? I'm fairly coordinated. I know I have okay timing in games such as aiming at targets and hitting skill shots, but I prefer turn-based strategy games. Idk if I enjoy working with my hands to be honest. I will say this, I do have a passion for creating and sometimes that work looks like a hands-on approach which I don't mind doing. I also work a lot with my hands hand crafting beverages.
8. Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particularly artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer. I used to be huge into art when I was younger. I remember when I was child I would create and draw my own levels for some of my favorite video games at the time, I would even go as far to color them in. I was quite impressed on what machines or traps I would come up with for our hero. I took 4 years of art in high school I always thought I was decent art but i was always fascinated with the creative and philosophical side of art. the older I got the more abstract my art became. I hardly ever to art now adays but i think about trying it again and engage with my inner child. 
9. .What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
10. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so? I tend to always say yes. I also ask a lot of questions about their projects and or ambitions and end up creating more work for us sometimes. :(   
11. Do you need logical consistency in your life? Yes! A duck is a duck because it's a duck. This a concise expression that suggests a direct and simple truth about the nature of a duck. At a surface level, it signifies that a duck is what it is, and it can be understood by its inherent qualities. but on the flip side if something were to swim like a duck and fly a duck then it could be goose instead and that's why we need to be consistent with our logic.          
12. How important is efficiency and productivity to you? Yes.
13. Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that? I don't think I'm very controlling, but I'll definitely let someone run of a cliff if they don't take my advice for the second time.   
14. What are your hobbies? Why do you like them? I love trading card games. I love cataloging and organizing all the cards in my collection. I love video games and board games. I love deep one on one conversations from self-improvement all the way to some esoteric bullshit. I have a tendency to fall in a rabbit whole. 
15. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses? So for the three classical learning styles I am a visual and kinesthetic learner, but I'm not very good at additory learning. and as for learning environments I prefer quite spaces and small group activities with lots of brainstorming ideas, but I can do a classroom environment if we are encouraged to share our ideas and thoughts with one another.
16. How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go? I think I'm efficient at delegating and facilitating tasks. it defiantly helps when you have a vision in mind.
17. What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally? I'm honestly in a rut at the current moment so not much comes to mind. Professionally: I know I want to be a leader possibly operations coach or be with a think tank and create ideas for a company. personally: create an avenue where I can have freedom to see friends and partake in my hobbies.
18. What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why? I hate dishonesty, feeling helpless, being controlled. I kind of have performance anxiety, its sounds strange but it's almost as though I have a fear at succeeding idk if it's a lot of confusion and me not being enough to succeed.    
19. What do the "highs" in your life look like? not for sure to be honest. 
20. What do the "lows" in your life look like? Becoming helpless and not being able to stand up for myself.         
21. How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so? 
22. Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about? I think about how I get out of the blank empty room. 
23. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
24. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
25. Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why? I do catch myself agreeing with 
26. Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why? We should always challenge the status quo just as much as we understand the "rule book." I feel if I have a vast understanding of the rules then a I can manipulate and break the rules, I also won't be giving out any ammunition to those I challenge the rules with. It's okay to break rules for integrities sake we can't have rules ruining our society and wellbeing.   

21 Questions

Personal concepts

1. What is beauty? What is love? Beauty is not in the eye of the beholder it is more of a principle to life. Some things are just ugly no matter who and how many people are looking at it. Love is an action. period. 
2. What are your most important values? critical thinking and integrity are very important. 
3. Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?   
4. Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you? Militaries are a necessity. War unfortunately is a necessary evil. true power looks more rallying and converting then it is destructive but should be very transparent about its destruction. power should be consistent because it has a reputation to uphold. 

Interests

1. What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
2. Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body? Yes, the body is a vessel for our true identity. not big on medicine. lifestyle should be our primary physician. it's better to be proactive about our health than responsive. but I can get indulgent and messy when I'm processing emotions.  
3. What do you think of daily chores? Chores should be interchangeable and work in tandem with your goals.  
4. Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. I spend a lot of time looking up personality junk lately.  
5. What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why? squandering resources such as a nice gift has defiantly got me tiered up before. The realization of letting people down and not being my best self. I honestly don't know if I'm caught up in self-identity or that I'm so hard on myself about being the best I can be. 
6. Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging? I feel like I'm off to the side pulling leverage to look at all angles and possibilities. I always have a gut feeling that something big is going to happen.   

Evaluation & Behaviour

1. What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself? Weaknesses others have seen: Not taking care of myself. taking too long to process emotions and feelings (I can retreat and just forget about them in a game or something.) Working too much for others. the thing I hate about myself the most is that I tend to never take care of my things as much as a should for example. house, car and metal health. all three can get bad if I just focus on work and prosses the numbness of life. I hate that I let emotions get the best of me but some days I just can't figure out what I'm feeling a lot of the time. It's like a systemic depression.  
2. What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself? Giving advice. I seem to always have answers for other people. I think I can be a great problem solver coming up with new ideas and I enjoy testing them out with others. I like that I can be inclusive of others, and I pride in myself that others have told me that I stand up for them, comfort them, and have made things easier for them. for work I have been told I'm very dependable and have been moved to help problematic stores.       
3. In what areas of your life would you like help? I would like help to process my childhood, because it was great and awful at the same time, but I try to be positive about it. I wish I didn't feel so guilty about helping myself and was able to love my inner child. 
4. Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it. Stagnation, it sets in when I overextend myself and it can be devastating. I feel so lost and numb when it sets in. I brood for a few days and then I usually try and get a hold of a friend and try to just relax and have some fun maybe go out for a nice dinner or plan a night to go play some fun games and then its back to the drawing board. 

People & Interactions

1. What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with? Honesty and good work ethic. I like high FI and TI users (especially IXXP). I think they are critical for growing culture, and they unfortunately get a bad rep. but I think I understand them. 
2. How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner? I little robotic, honestly, lol. I really don't care for the term because I sound like an edge lord, but a sapiosexual would be the best way to describe me on this topic. I'm very attracted to cleaver and witty women. I also like tall/strong women they can carry more resources and bear strong children.   
3. If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why? I hope that the children I raise will be curious and that they find themselves early in life. I would show them that life will always be hard, and that integrity is honestly the only thing that makes it easier.  
4. A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction? break it down and try to find a commonality that we can agree on and try to get them on myside after that.   
5. Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one. what up with depression and self-loathing being cool now adays? self-depreciation is at an all time high.   
6. How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
7. How do you behave around strangers?